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I’m in love with a beauty I have yet to discover An image of bliss I have yet to create I’m in love with an ideal I have yet to uncover A cynical perversion of fate   I’m looking for...

..it's my own damn fault I feel the way I do half the time.I'm so hard on myself... always expecting and trying to be perfect.The perfect friendThe perfect studentThe perfect daughter I gotta stop...

Stop taunting me damnit! Just let me be Let me move on with my life All I ask is to be happy   Get out of my head Get out of my life I can’t feed you anymore I’m all out of fire   Be...

Beauty is everythingI decide it to beBeauty in anythingBeauty in me Why not?Put it everywhereI choose to place itBeaty in lifePerhaps? It is nothing but a...

I'm not really sure how I have been feeling lately. I'm flip flopping like a damn fish out of water.. I don't get it. I just don't get it. I find it so amusing how I can understand so many people,...

Tell me I’m beautiful Tell me I’m sweet Tell me I’m everything You’ve ever hoped to be   Tell me I’m perfect Tell me I’m strong Tell me I’m right In a world that’s so wrong ...

I dream of you My biggest fear I lust for you I want you near   Taste my flesh Perhaps you’ll like Suck my soul End my life   Death, my friend Why do you resist? Perhaps there’s a...

I am soooo glad that I am done my first round of midterms! Now I've got a week to relax for spring break before I have any more stress in the school department. I am so excited.. going snowboarding...

Lately I've been feeling really really bad about something. One of my friends, she calls me her best friend, has been driving me nuts pretty much this whole year. She was the first friend I made at...

Flawed Design we strive for perfectionwe call it divinebut if god is so perfectour world should be fineinstead flaws are inherentin all that we seein all that we aredon't tell me god's perfectthat...

Weary I've grown weary of this tireless questioningof judgment, of presumption, of inquiryI've grown tired of searchingtired of seekingtired of never findingwhat it is I chaseI've grown cynical of...

Bleed Away I try to bleed these thoughts awayClean what's inside with a razor bladeBut there's nothing to be doneWhen you're insane...  I try to cry the pain awaBut tears can't bear such...

She Only Hates Herself At Night She only hates herself at nightWhen she’s alone and dreaming of being someone elseShe only hates herself when she’s out of sightWhen no one sees how beautiful...

Bottle Full of TearsI'll bottle up my tears for you so you can quench your thirst I know you ache to see my pain so I'll show you my blood first   Relish in your delight, in my pain out of mind and...

Familiar This place feels so familiar like I've been here before much time has passed but a vague memory revolves in my mind spinning like a blade in the wind cutting thru the emptiness slicing...