honor435

I had a "mini meltdown" on thursday, crying, I sometimes feel like if I cry I will never stop, not true. I had an audit and owe the gov. 10,000, pain, sucky job, non supportive hubby (says I ought to...

I feel like ive become this hermit, I dont want to go anywhere, Im still having vertigo and really scary when I drive.Church was good today, really needed a touch from God.3 bad pain nights in a row,...

Pain was so bad last night, I woke at 330am and took two vicodin, still didnt help pain. Having a bad flare? Ok day, saw my grandchildren, tried to take a nap, bad pain again.

finally feel better from virus, still dizzy when I lie down and turn my head. I can handle pain, but seem not to do well when I get other stuff. Worked all weekend, need a clinic job, so I dont have...

at work, againhad a migraine last night went to bed at 600, im sure my hubby is so sick of me. I keep having nighmares that he's going to leave me. Hasnt wanted to touch me, sexually lately, whch is...

had a migraine last night, went to bed at 7p, my family is all gone up north and I have to work. I got spoiled from my last job, no weekends, no holidays. I want to less hours here.

hurting so bad, didnt sleep well, again. Im getting kinda scared that IM not going to be able to work like this, hubby wont be happy. See dr. on thurs. hope she has some answers?

had one of those bad nights of pain, where youre pacing, praying crying. I dont know how to be like this? God help me!

had a "mini meltdown" at work last week, crying, so sick of pain. vicodin aint working too well. Seeing gyn sept 6th, maybe a lap surgery, if theres nothing, then I need to think about long term pain...

How do I make my hubby understand what im going through? All he does is complain about money, not a how are you? I work 4 days a week and barely make that.

I feel like im going to go nuts with this pain, sick of taking pills.Hubby has been nicer to me lately. I may need to to take a leave from work. tallking to God a lot more, hope he's not sick of...

Im so down lately, pain dr wants me to take topamax, gyn doesnt like the idea, she wants me to take cymbalta. Gyn wants to do a lap, dont know what to do.

Going up north with lots of family, fishing, sociailizing, etcthe worst part is siiting in vehicle for 2 1/2 hours, makes back hurt. Isnt it difficult when or if you tell people you have chronic pain...

Its thursday, off for three days! My grandsons 2nd birthday party Sat. garage sailing tomorrow see if I can find some good "junk".

I have been praying about having some good days and some bad, and God is hearing me! Less depression, yeah!Im going to start water pyh. therapy and see if that helps?