I feel like ive become this hermit, I dont want to go anywhere, Im still having vertigo and really scary when I drive.Church was good today, really needed a touch from God.3 bad pain nights in a row, dr said if pain gets up higher than tailbone, endo could be effecting the kidneys, I know I have to have surgery again, just cant keep taking time off work, I meet with surgeon in Feb., we'll see what she has to say.