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I hate how I learn something and when I try to explain how it made me feel and what I got out of it and all they do is laugh and joke about it... It's not a joke.. I realize how blind i am of what is...

AFter my dad died I thought it would be hard to feel any urge to push forward but then i realized I have been moving forward all along. being able to wake up everyday or making myself get up is one...

I'm ready to die I wish i was brave enough like my dad wasto just take a gun to my head...

so im sitting here at school and thankful that i can at least type this ha. im pretty drunk. not too bad though. i drank a half a bottle of jack daniels yesterday. pretty fuckin intense. i had a...

im hungover as hell, shit i still feel buzzed. i think im just groggy. I got pretty pissed off this morning. my dad passed away (you guys prolly know this by now) and his step brother left my mom the...

If I was to write a suicide letter, it would go something like thisDear loved ones and those who have been in my life,it has been almost 18 years now that I have been living and breathing, but as...

so today was a pretty bad day for me. it started off with something small.. being pissed at my hair.. then it resulted from a rumor that im a dirty kinky little whore and everyone at school is...

You know that Chad guy I have been talking to you guys about...well if not we are kind of dating but I'm not so sure anymore because last night he came over and i asked him "what do you want to do...

UGH! it just gets harder and harder for me to let my ex christian go. i love and miss him so much.. and i feel like an asshole. He called me last night when i was out with my new guy Chad. I didn't...

So basically my heart doesn't know what to do, I don't think my mind really knows either. I'm so naive sometimes. I have hardly any trust in anyone, especially men.. My closest friends are the only...

My dad just died August 28th. I use to complain about so many things and I never realized how hard life could really be till now. But yet I'm pulling through this more than I have pulled through...

my new friends are coming around.. well at least one that i know for sure is, about trying to understand my bi polar better and be able to know what to say to me to get me out of my depression or...

I feel like I pushed myself in front of Ben. Like "HEY BEN!! LOOK AT ME!" now I feel like he doesn't want to have anything to do with me. I think he wanted to work to have me but I made it look like...

Okay so I broke up with my boyfriend.. again.. I know And I did because i wanted to date this other guy who I've had my eyes on for years.He said he liked me, wanted to take things slow all...

Sorry but I'm just in a ranting moodOkay for one please please PLEASE do NOT send those chain letters/surveys to meIf you are a person that sends those delete me off your list NOW!!!It's just...