confused
UGH! it just gets harder and harder for me to let my ex christian go. i love and miss him so much.. and i feel like an asshole. He called me last night when i was out with my new guy Chad. I didn't talk to him very long and he seemed annoyed that I wasn't focusing on him (I would of been too). He is still madly in love with me but he's moving to hawaii to be in the marines. and i havent been on myspace in 4 days so its a lot easier for me to be less tempted to talk to him since he doesnt have a cell phone right now thats are only way of communication except when someone else lets him use their phone.
so im really depressed about it because i know he will shun me if he finds out.. i haven't told him yet.. i dont know if i want to. I hate when i fall in love with someone and then I don't know if thats what i wanted and i cant really get out of it because he wont wait for me and he'll hate for me to date someone else (as i would feel the same for him). this suuucks!!
just straight up fucking sucks. im so upset i dont know what to do. i hope im making the right choice....
so im really depressed about it because i know he will shun me if he finds out.. i haven't told him yet.. i dont know if i want to. I hate when i fall in love with someone and then I don't know if thats what i wanted and i cant really get out of it because he wont wait for me and he'll hate for me to date someone else (as i would feel the same for him). this suuucks!!
just straight up fucking sucks. im so upset i dont know what to do. i hope im making the right choice....
Replies
I\'m sure you\'re making the right choice. I don\'t know what happened between you and Christian but you seems to be handling things pretty well. To avoid any worse conflicts though, you might have to talk to him about what you\'re doing. It might hurt the both of you a little but it\'s better for him to find out now than at a critical moment.