tossedaside

  Made a lot of new friends this past week or so through DS, and lost a few in life. And so it goes had a very good outing with the youngest for his bday bash at Hooters, his red face said it all. ...

  V day is sucking,  You never know how you will react to different situations till they are thrust upon you.  there are going to be so many 1sts for me now that she is gone, and i constantly try...

 no tobacco has touched my lips

thought about this a a long time today while tediously doing my job and felt I needed to put my thoughts in words..    31yrs ago was the first time I had ever told anyone other than imediate...

yesterday when i got home from work,  was very much looking forward to some time off,  today with the weekend almost gone, didnt realize how alone i really am,  with the exception of DS i havent...

though nothing has changed in my life  for the 1st time in a long time I am actually looking forward to some time off,  nothing planned no parties nothing just happy to be off work  I think I may...

 Went to my oldest last night to watch a pay per view, and the damn cable comp screwed it up never saw a thing but we did have some good conversation.  For the past 15yrs I have watched this boy...

  We won,  just two words that can instill jubilation, smiles and celebrations.  Friday evening our HS football team resurrected themselves in a small way,  they won a game again, 2-1 on the...

   Friday's,  who  doesn't look forward to that magical day,  well sometimes I do not,  as that does not necessarily mean a day off for me.  But for the sake of this entry, lets just pretend...

July 14th, 2 days past what would have been an marriage anniversary of 18yrs.     Computer world,  to do anything today, you must be fluent in PC signals, sign ins and jargon.   Each day where...

  Have wrote this all down before,  sign of a problem,  keep repeating mistakes, sign of ignorance, not learning from mistakes.    Divorce was final in March.   Summer is upon us,  heat...

  The old horse peered back,  knowing full and well his blinders prevented him from seeing them,  still he thought he might catch a glimpse.  who was it this time,  would they strike his flanks...

  To any that read this,  please say a prayer for family and friends in Joplin,  the tornado that hit last night has turned 1/3 of the city into a war zone.   Have an uncle there and no word...

   Divorce is final.....check   have a good job.....check  health is good....eh!   check   weather sucks..... check    ok so here I set, bouncing back and forth between healthy sex and...