jenbird1

Today has been an ok day so far. Not sad anyway. I find that when I am busy it makes the time go by and keeps your mind off of other things. I was told that moving around helps. So I thought for...

So this last week was just awful! I felt the dark cloud looming over me all week and finally yesterday, Mothers Day I broke. Cried all week yet yesterday was the worst. I am hoping this week will be...

So today I woke up after not much sleep due to anxiety, panic and a sick son and I feel so much anxiety and panic. It has been raining here and now my roof is leaking. There are so many things that...

So my son has been sick all week. Finally decided he needed a dr and took him yesterday. Turns out he has a sinus infection with  bit of pertussis. I guess that is his cough. We get in the car to...

So I haven't cried today yet, Cried the last two days all day long. Still in a bit of shock I think because I keep thinking this is a bad joke or nightmare. Our son and daughters keep me going to do...

Still sad today and a little bit of panic again is setting in. I cant stand this feeling. Just want to go to bed and sleep.

When you left so suddenly I thought I would also die! You left without a goodbye. And I miss you so much!! I just want 1 more minute with you! Please God, give me strength!