OrphanAnnie

A difficult day.  After 4 days off I tried to get up this a.m. and was too afraid to get out of bed.  Morning is a bad time for me to make decisions but I had to make one early, and I called in...

Back again after about a year and a half.  My shrink and my primary care doc tell me I'm doing very well, and it seems to be due to the Lexapro.  During the last year I've had a moderately rough...

Don't figure anyone will read this and guess I don't care -- have no one to explain this insight to who would understand or care, guess journaling is all I can do.  With ADD and a horrible anxiety...

Well, the axe has finally fallen at work.  The good news is that I still have a job, the bad news is that they're moving me from I.T. back into my old department as a transcriptionist.  Oh, and the...

A difficult day.  After 4 days off I tried to get up this a.m. and was too afraid to get out of bed.  Morning is a bad time for me to make decisions but I had to make one early, and I called in...

Back again after about a year and a half.  My shrink and my primary care doc tell me I'm doing very well, and it seems to be due to the Lexapro.  During the last year I've had a moderately rough...

Don't figure anyone will read this and guess I don't care -- have no one to explain this insight to who would understand or care, guess journaling is all I can do.  With ADD and a horrible anxiety...

Well, the axe has finally fallen at work.  The good news is that I still have a job, the bad news is that they're moving me from I.T. back into my old department as a transcriptionist.  Oh, and the...

Just got back from lunch with my abusive old lady.  I know that she likes me, and at the same time I know she considers me ill-educated (everyone in the US is ill-educated, according to her); she...

Miscellany: Back after nearly a month of isolation while my new meds decided what they are going to do with me (so to speak).  The good news:  they work.  There are minor side effects but they're...

Was getting desperate about money -- expenses less in this apartment, not eating out more than before, but always broke.  Decided to change all my scripts to the lowest co-pay type (I'm grateful I...

Well, made it thru Thanksgiving with the elderly lady who argues constantly and is totally abusive.  I think I may have discovered her secret -- and the secret of why, despite the occasional insult...

Another weekend gone.  Not as bad as most weekends are.  I got a little extra sleep, which is good, especially since I have a little bit of a bug.  But my blood sugar was high so I worried about...

BG staying in what is for me medium range -- about 170-180 fasting a.m.  It's lower before supper, depending on what I eat, but I can't get it to lower down before lunch.  Going to change my...

Finally!  My fasting BG before dinner was 110.  I can't even remember when it was that low.  Unfortunately I was so upset that I ate a double dinner tonight, so it won't be that good tomorrow. ...