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It appears that times could be changing for my boyfriend and I -  not in a bad way, but a good way! My boyfriends father has offered him a job in the state I am from with a company the father is...

Sorrrryy but yet ANOTHER vent!So much pain today =( I'm having alot of trouble with bleeding with I do number #2's... mum wants it watched because she has a bad history with Pullops (lead to bowel...

I've been visting mum and dad.. and they've had me on the go alot since being here, of course I always find if it's too much I come back and get into bed and just rest. I've been doing alot of that...

I had one terrible night last night in reagrds to pain.I was up most of the night and after taking a few tramadol, getting my heat pack nice and hot and laying very still on my back I finally got...

I spend a lot of time trying to forget things in life.I spent years in therapy, years on medication...and every so often it creeps up and into my thoughts and I could very easily go crazy.My old...

I went to my appointment tonight 6.45pm Im booked in for another laparoscopy for the 8th of July.. he is going to have to have another lookie around and he said he will fix whats there.He is SO SO...

Hi all,Just a little venting today,I have been ok, feeling positive (or atleast trying to keep positive). Some days as you all know are harder than others, but I feel blessed to have wonderful people...

So, it appears today I found out that regardless of what I do to help myelf get into the degree I want here I can't because I did not do mathematics in yr 11/12 at school.I'm in for high school...

Well I thought I better do some updating since I havn't for awhile, and a load of washing is soon to finish, then I'm going to get stuck into a little bit of uni work I have set aside for today then...

Well this morning I did some cleaning and I made a Cheesecake for Jases mum... I also called my mother to wish her a happy mothers day :)After putting the Cheesecake in the oven I needed to rest I...

This afternoon we laid Jases Nans Ashes to rest... shes in a beautiful cemetary, the gardens are AMAZING! It was nice to get together again, even if it was for a sad reason. Im glad it's done and she...

It's been ok...This morning I managed to get through a few hours of study and do an open book quiz for an assignment and get 100% (it was open book though, makes it easy :P)I soldiered through the...

It's been ok...This morning I managed to get through a few hours of study and do an open book quiz for an assignment and get 100% (it was open book though, makes it easy :P)I soldiered through the...

I went to my regular doctor and I said what I said I was going to say. He was amazing.He gave me the right type of medication for severe pain / chronic pain and wants to re-assess me next week after...

I cant hold out anymore untill next week.Each week My pain gets worse and I get a reoccurance of pain so bad I can't move, I'm crying my eyes out in a ball and Im shaking...I feel like my insides are...