Forgetting is so hard.
I spend a lot of time trying to forget things in life.
I spent years in therapy, years on medication...and every so often it creeps up and into my thoughts and I could very easily go crazy.
My old life never followed my new life.... my best friend here (a guy) who I've been best friends with since 12 years old knows, I tried once to tell Jase (boyfriend). I dont think he understood...Because I was SO vague it could have meant ANYTHING.
I can feel it coming back, so maybe it's good I am going to visit mum and dad, I can be ferral there? This holiday I can forget and relax. Or it could get to me?
I'm not sure anymore. Hopefully its just a nightly phase, its so unpredictable.
I spent years in therapy, years on medication...and every so often it creeps up and into my thoughts and I could very easily go crazy.
My old life never followed my new life.... my best friend here (a guy) who I've been best friends with since 12 years old knows, I tried once to tell Jase (boyfriend). I dont think he understood...Because I was SO vague it could have meant ANYTHING.
I can feel it coming back, so maybe it's good I am going to visit mum and dad, I can be ferral there? This holiday I can forget and relax. Or it could get to me?
I'm not sure anymore. Hopefully its just a nightly phase, its so unpredictable.
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