farmhand

Alright, today will really be a true test from the Lord. My in-laws are all coming for Thanksgiving here at my house. I have spent all of my break cleaning and preparing. My mil calls lastnight and...

Ok so now that I've had time to calm down and just relax from last week's appointment life's not so bad. We started birth control on Friday to get everything right inside and yesterday they started...

I love my DH but we shouldn't of watched OctoberBaby! Great movie but not for people dealing with IF. I cried my eyes out and we ended up on the deck just hugging! Finally I broke down and just told...

What a horrible day! I go in this morning for my baseline sono and labs, well not so good. My ovaries are huge and still have lots of activity! So we can't do anything this month and I get to back on...

So I called the doctor today and we got set-up for our sono and labs for Friday. So we are gathering it all up to start all over. Fingers crossed and lots of prayers that this will be the month....

Life just sucks sometimes. Well I was wondering yesterday about the spotting and thinking that it was probably not a good sign but still had hopes. Went home and well bright red and I just knew that...

Today is 11 dpiui and I had a small amount of brownish spotting this morning. I have no idea if this is good or bad. I'm hoping good but still makes me crazy!! I have been told it's implanation...

Ok I know that I shouldn't have done it but I did. HPT was BPN lastnight. It was 9 dpiui and I'm not suppose to till Thursday. I just couldn't wait and got a hair up my butt. My bbs are still hurting...

Called the NP today to see about my blood work from yesterday. She told me that my progesterone level was 64.1 which is great. Oh I'm just getting so excited and nervous. I can't wait till Thursday...

Tomorrow is bloodwork day, so hope that everything is going up and in the right direction. I'm a little nervous but excited!! You try not to think about the fact that you have to wait 2 weeks but...

Well I could kill DH! First while we were in there yesterday, after the NP told us about his sperm he chooses to tell me that sil's husband has bad swimmers. Like I really wanted to know that when we...

TWW has started!! Oh I hope and pray that it worked. NP was really optimistic about everything. She said that his sperm was great and I have lots of eggs so we will get there. Only sounded like she...

So tired!! It's really hard to make everything work right when DH works nights! But hey it will be worth it, even if I'm the one that is dog tired at work! He gave me my trigger shot lastnight and...

OMG!!! Ok so I started on the follistim on Thursday and today was my u/s. Well I have 6 in my right side 2 are 20 and 1 is like 16 or 17. So NP calls this evening and I take the trigger shot tonight,...

It's about time AF showed up! So I have called and scheduled my sono and labs for Thursday, fingers crossed it all looks good and I get to start my drugs or whatever NP recommends. I'm nervous and...