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- Haven't been here for a couple months. ED and i have reconciled i guess i can say. ED wanted to seek consulting and i left it up to her to find the consulting well she has yet to find one for us to attend..i NEVER wanted to go but had agreed as i...
- its been a couple weeks since my update. a odd thing happened last weekend. my aunt died and i text ed of her death and later she requested me as friend on fb and i had to think about it for several hours and thought ok and went to accept and i...
- just a bit of a update of what is going on..ED called me this evening while i was out and asked if i could call her back when i got home..we talk a bit on the cell but i was with others and driving and so i said it's hard to talk right now..anyways...
- ED and myself talked last night for over a hour and haft and yes i have agreed to go to consulting with her. i know everyone situation is different here , but i gave a little and she gave alot. she was able to express how she felt to me about things...
- i think it's the weekend that are the worse..i know ED is home this morning and i am thinking i should just go there and confront her as to does she want to just forget about me or does she want to work it out ...Plz someone stop me before i go...
- yesterday was a really really REALLY bad day..i dont' wan to go into everything but of couse i head nothing from my oldest and only ED..keep cheeking emails and text all day just hoping anyways of course nothing..i got up this morning and i see my...
- yesterday i was angry but today i am on HIGH mode..to the point i got into a argument with my middle daughter this morning..i was wrong about the situation that happened ( nothing major just mad about something little) and i allowed it to explode...
- this is the start of hell week..today is my ma's birthday she has been gone 13 years so already sad...mothers day is sunday and i know i will not be acknowledged from ED..had an eventful week last week. GS (7yo) school called me to come pick him up...
- having such a hard morning ...its raining and just sad outside...missing not being in my grandsons lifes so much this morning...my 7 year old grandson got hurt yesterday and was at the ER..nothing major thank GOD but did need stitches and just got...
- let everything along after the last week moment, and now ED just texted me saying I think the best way to try and mend our relationship is thorough counseling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...What the hell we already did the consulting years ago and she was...
- have to laugh though the tears...ED posts on FB she is having a get together this weekend...to funny all that crap over the weekend and my comments about her not putting forth effort that it was not fair to me and now she decided to POST on FB about...
- i gave into my emotions at christmas and texted ed 2 days before christmas to invite to christmas, she texted back with in minutes wanting to know what time. she , son in law and 2 grands come. it was awakard but did become more at ease. Nothing...
- ugh another holiday and setting her crying and feeling weak . wanting to make a mends with ED ...Stupid STUPID STUPID...i almost gave in to my stupid feeling a couple days ago HOWEVER when ED didn't even acknowledge dh birthday 2 days ago it just...
- got back from my mini vacation with youngest daughter and her bff. had a wonderful time and didn't think about ED, i asked middle daughter how the 4th went with ED. she said NOTHING was said about me , which i am glad but thinking wow ED didn't...
- after yesterday and ED refusal to even get out of her car , i have decided to write her an email. I am not going to again apologize for the comment about her being dead to me as i HAVE already done that. i want her to know how easy it is becoming to...