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- well we made it through Christmas eve and Christmas day/night but yesterday I crashed. not as bad as last weekend but I was becoming weak..i thought of texting ed..that would be a MISTAKE but I almost gave in..wow so glad that craziness passed...so...
- well I made it through the night..i only cried a bit and it was from watching a home video of our family's Christmas of 1991 and it was regarding my sister who passed away 3 years ago. she was only 42 when she died. Seeing my kids being so young in...
- well it's Christmas eve.i have been good these last few days. my darkness has turned to anger which I have to say is GOOD..i was really in a dark period last week. my brother is having our Christmas Saturday and found out ed and her family will NOT...
- today is really bad, all my life I have never thought about suicide however for the first time it is entering my head..im not going to do anything but yes I am thinking it's the only way to end this pain I am so in..i thought telling my grandson...
- i haven't been on in a while a lot has happened with ed and her sisters , since my dh citizenship ceremony. youngest daughter ended her relationship with ed also publicly on facebook. that is what it is. I have been thinking I need to see my oldest...
- tomorrow is my granddaughter birthday party. middle daughters child. anyways since our entire family estrangement has been made public on oct 9th ( yes I remember the day) that is when middle daughter called out ed ( eldest sister) about not...
- tomorrow is my granddaughter birthday party. middle daughters child. anyways since our entire family estrangement has been made public on oct 9th ( yes I remember the day) that is when middle daughter called out ed ( eldest sister) about not...
- what is the ratio here , being estranged from one child or from all children? I have 4 children and only have had a serial estrangement from only one kids.
- what is the ratio here , being estranged from one child or from all children? I have 4 children and only have had a serial estrangement from only one kids.
- well I sent my apologizes for not attending the party and I was truthful. I said do to the estrangement I am sorry we did not attend. friends response was I understand. so that went well however..ed posts on her fb some stupid post 9you know the...
- we are attending a birthday party for a friend this evening. personally I don't want to go as ed , sil will be there. dh wants to go because it's more his friend them mine also middle daughters husbands friend too. ed and this family and our has...
- facebook is hurtful however I do have 2 other daughters and my brother and his family and my cousin's and friends that I enjoy seeing what they are doing and sharing my life also. ed defriended me and her middle sister after the blow up 3 weeks ago...
- tonight will be g-son's b-day party. I along with dh and son will not be attending. middle daughter and her family will not also. youngest daughter and I spoke late last night and she is torn between going and not. the fb comments are out there and...
- today I find out ed went on a cruise with mil and some cousin's on sil side. i's posted on fb though mil page tagging ed as on a cruise. ed is smart enough to have me and her sisters blocked from some of her post..well this showed up on middle...
- today I find out ed went on a cruise with mil and some cousin's on sil side. i's posted on fb though mil page tagging ed as on a cruise. ed is smart enough to have me and her sisters blocked from some of her post..well this showed up on middle...