kellywagner

I half to go to the dentist and haven't gone in about 7 or 8 years and i half to go i have a infected tooth so half to go and freaking out having panic attacks thinking about it all i really don't...

I need to let you go get you out of my thoughts move on ,I see you with her you look happy i tell myslef to be happy for you know you don't think much of me  why i seem to hang to you dream of you...

Pondering about my life wondering why im stuck in this anxiety hell!Think about my past and all the reagert I made knowing I cant go back in the past but hopefully I can let go of things I done and...

Some days are good some days are bad just such a struggle to get out of bed and face the world I get so run down with my  disorder !I need to break away form my personal cell but to escape is the...

My anxiety been so up my stress level up the roof I don't know how to calm down guess a lot of time and wheel power !I half to relax so much things run in my mind and mylife is so much anxiety fights...

I been trying to work the steps super hard I have high anxiety feel like i'm getting worst then better its going to take some time maybe a lot of time !I hate feeling stuck and relaying on people I...

Sometimes I just want to leave the covers on and not get out of bed ! I'm always in a state of panic my anxiety always sky high hard to date have a bf when I feel like this ! I want to get better I...

I get odd thoughts like im going to die or have a stroke heart attacks seizure I know im scared of death but its a part of life  just wish I don't have this kind of thoughts !  I worry to much...

So be talking to the ex and he wants me im not for sure if I want him back was really hurt !The trust is broken but I do miss him a lot maybe just take it slow?My thoughts get the best of me and...

Got a message form the ex saying he wants his mp3 player back I don't think so he never really gave me anything like I want my 200 bucks back not ever going to see that! hes just a punk I blocked his...

So today went out around the block with my mom was ok just around the apartments outside was really nervous did have a anxiety attacks but was hard glad I did was good try it!!

I havnt been outside and know i need to face my anxiety and agoraphobia so hard for me im listing to my anxiety cds just so in my thoughts get the best of me im so alone its hard to go to the drs and...

I want this anxiety to end sick of it i want mylife back!! I hope there is a god because life sucks sometimes with this cant even keep a guy friends cant go places sucks im not living!!!!

Just thinking alot to day about mylife and how i got were im at all thigs really i was talking to a friend and she said my ex new girlfriend says he talks  about me and how he miss me and all kind...

Well wasnt that great i was having lots of anxiety so i was drinking i know not go but shit wasnt ready i guess turn out to be odd one anyway just sucksi need to get me back b 4 dateing anways!Not...