Thinking

Just thinking alot to day about mylife and how i got were im at all thigs really i was talking to a friend and she said my ex new girlfriend says he talks  about me and how he miss me and all kind of werid but i wouldnt take him back he did me bad and never call to see how i was low blow and why would i want someone who's like that!  "You are who you date"
And i don't want to ever be so cruel I just have so much time on my hands cause me to think alot and anxiety  i need to go out 2morrow its hard with all the what ifs but drain of living in FEAR!!!!!!!!!!