howlinwolf

Sitting around. didnt do much today. felt good when it rained, I watched it. other times a cried a little. I still am thankful for what I do have. But in alot of pain for what I dont. Some way to...

Its the big 4-0 for me today. Im thankful for all that I do have (thank you God).  at the same time ----oh I dont even know what to say. My heart feels heavy in my chest.

Day began positively. Should have turned off cell phone. The ex called n called but got no answer. Go me! But I, knowing better, fell to the temptation of responding to the unfair texts he so...