bluesyone

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• Paranoia
  

  new fear to the world

  Posted by: bluesyone

  Last Reply: ParanoidJames 11/29/2018

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  I am not the kind to be scared of things, but now I fear a lot of the world. I am sick, but cannot take my medicine due to the blatant warnings. I fear taking food thinking it may be undercooked or contaminated. I even fear washing my hands or cleaning dishes or using clean dishes, fearing that I may be ingesting soap.I do not understand where this fear came from, but I hate it. I was not like this before months ago, and I hate this. I want to be normal again and trust the world again.I am...

• Gastritis
  

  Gastritis and Depression

  Posted by: bluesyone

  Last Reply: Dougall89 10/03/2018

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  Since I've started the recovery for gastritis my mom has been openly vocal in the changes in my attitude. She claims that I get depressed over food that I can't eat, and that not trying to take anything that I don't know will upset my stomach is a sign of fear.I have been trying to cope with gastritis, but eating bread while everyone else eats take out or chicken pot pie is, for the lack of a better word, not fair. And I don't want to be in pain anymore, so if I don't know if something will...