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Status: I Haven't been here in a while but I am happy to report I am 25 days sober and in AA
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i was too hung over to go to church this morning. I went gambling and drinking last night then i came home and drank some more and then took tylenol pm and went to bed. i am disgusted with myself. i...
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i keep coming and going. i am so ashamed to be a drinker, but after a crazy day i want some beers and good music, or a good book. i never get a physical break, so i crave a mental break really bad. i...
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I see so many people lost in a bottle. I have a brother who has 5 kids, no job, no sense of responsibility, has other people paying his bills and feeding his kids, and he drinks hard liquor all the...
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are u only an acholic when u got to bars or neglect your family? i enjoy beers in the evenings.. then i take my sleep pill, eat and go to bed. someone once told me, here on this site, that i was...
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i am just so sick of doing so good and then failing sooooo badly.. sometimes i start to get really mad at my husband.. he knows i want to quit all these bad, sinful habits, but he continues to do...
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i am not good today. man, just a couple of days ago life couldn't get better. then bam bam bam.. tragedy strikes.. jobs get put in danger, and habits rear their ugly heads. my friend lost her husband...
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today is a good day. 1st, i am sober and have been for oh my, it's been over a week, didn't even realize it. been busy I guess. hubby and i did go gambling tho. spent 35 dollars between us. i could...
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sittin here watching the price is right. drew cary does a really good job. i was afraid when he took over that it wouldn't be done respectfully, but my fears are un founded.went to church sunday...
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thank you all.we went to revival last nite and Gerald Crabb was the speaker.. he was awesome.his message is what will ur final picture be.. when u leave this world, will u be remembered as God...
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well today is my first day of unemployment.. feels good, there is a roseanne-a-thon on..wish it was the really old ones, but thats ok. i have a confession to make.. but let me tell a little...
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I am felling an enormous sense of peace and have for a few days. I am quitting my job, my last day is the 15th. That old devil keeps trying to put fears and what if's in my head, but i believe God...
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I am praying constantly... I guess just my human nature is trying to interpret what may or may not happen instead of resting in the knowledge that God is in control, and it is His will that will...
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I got a letter saturday telling us the parenting/training classes for foster care will begin in the summer. and on monday i got news that I may have 14 month old twins in my custody within a couple...
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I had a stressful day.. it's all this stress and pressure about foster parenting.. getting certified.. and oh, just had a hurting heart..so i drnk for maybe 5 beers.i didn't get drunk, but my oh my.....
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I did not have a drop to drink all weekend. I feel good about it..the wierd thin gis i still had an upset stomach all nite.. maybe my body got so used to have one very sunday to monday nite that it...
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