Birth mom
I am praying constantly... I guess just my human nature is trying to interpret what may or may not happen instead of resting in the knowledge that God is in control, and it is His will that will surpass all others. I met with the birth mother last night, she told me i needed to put on the paperwork that I was a family friend instead of a cousin of the father, due to the fact that he is wanted by the law. well in the spur of the moment i did.. but whew!! conviction conviction conviction!! there is no guarantee I will get her children or any others for that matter. But i know that i know bearing false witness is WRONG no matter what, and God cannot bless a lie. so i am calling her today and telling her I will not lie, and if that means I don't get the babies (even tho I want them so bad, to take care of while the parents straighten their lives out) then oh well. it just means God has something different planned. it may mean tears and pain or extreme joy, but either way, His way is always the right way.
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Good morning. Its a beautiful day today . At least here in Maryland. And you are so right . It is so much better to be honest than to have to live a lie. I wouldnt think that it would have any baring on weather your a good parent or not for those children if your a cousin or not.But I dont know the whole situation. I just hope for your sake that you are happy with the out come. How is everything ealse going ? My sons back in Japan and is doing well. A safe trip is always a good trip. Have a bless day. And a super week end. Your friend juanita........hugs