Mathieu-Beaulieu

I wish I was not sad or angry but lately it seems like it getting worse whit no help idk what too doAnd I am all ways in pain due to my stomach idk wat to do about that either can any one help

i haet my job everything i do does not help[ cannot get any career advancementso idk what to do anymore whit my life i just completly lost in my tought's i wish i did have these issue anymore but...

i woke up this morning and the cats its like grew legs last night and trews all are stuff on the floor including there cat litre i am tired of there bull shit 

how am i sopped to get help if every where i go i cant any help at all 

how am i sopped to get help if every where i go i cant any help at all 

hope thing go well because if they dont i do not know what to do 

there so fucking stupid it pisses me i want in there telling him i was having head ache and that my clonazepam was not working any more and the valproic acid was not working any more ask if i...

Hope that everything will turn out like it is sopposed to let just see what will happen

Today i feel tired and aching all over and head ache kill me so bad 

I dont know how much more of his condescending bull shit that i can take because i want to change my last name because i found out that my father is a child molester so i decide i dont his lat name...

i found yesterday  to be a every boring day i was down i wish this would stop being so boring i would like a normal day where i dont feel down at all 

i hate most of my family because they treat like the black sheep of the family and i hate it and wish they fucking wake and stop i hate that they are stupid and cant read up on the dam disorder so...

i am having issues with wanting to sleep or going to bed period  i wish i could stop thinking of sleep just wish i could  and cluster head ache wont go away 

i went to sleep at 5 am and woke up at 6 pm and had a really bad dream where i felt like i was being true and crushed it just felt weird which has anxiety up a little and i just feel weird and...

i have been feeling tired all day i dont know if it a side effect of zopiclone or not i will have to wait till  14 june for p-doc