Mathieu-Beaulieu

zopiclone worked for a couple of hours now i am again feel little drowsy and light head other the dry mouth i am OK  

just mad cause something i was hope ping thing will work out but highly doubt it so yay no fun pissies me off fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck   

i found that it worked for me at first now its slowly fading away witch scares me because i remember what happened to me when i had my episode  and my cluster head ache  are getting worse i...

so today i woke up out of bed at 1030am and figured i would go and get my prescription that i had gotten yesterday from the hospital. So i go to the Pharmacy give the prescription i go back 15...

i woke up this morning and the cats its like grew legs last night and trews all are stuff on the floor including there cat litre i am tired of there bull shit 

how am i sopped to get help if every where i go i cant any help at all 

how am i sopped to get help if every where i go i cant any help at all 

hope thing go well because if they dont i do not know what to do 

there so fucking stupid it pisses me i want in there telling him i was having head ache and that my clonazepam was not working any more and the valproic acid was not working any more ask if i...

Hope that everything will turn out like it is sopposed to let just see what will happen

Today i feel tired and aching all over and head ache kill me so bad 

I dont know how much more of his condescending bull shit that i can take because i want to change my last name because i found out that my father is a child molester so i decide i dont his lat name...

i found yesterday  to be a every boring day i was down i wish this would stop being so boring i would like a normal day where i dont feel down at all 

i hate most of my family because they treat like the black sheep of the family and i hate it and wish they fucking wake and stop i hate that they are stupid and cant read up on the dam disorder so...

i am having issues with wanting to sleep or going to bed period  i wish i could stop thinking of sleep just wish i could  and cluster head ache wont go away