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Working for 9 months, pay's not bad, feeling better, lost weight.  A little problem with neighbors, but no huge problems for now

Working for 9 months, pay's not bad, feeling better, lost weight.  A little problem with neighbors, but no huge problems for now

Still struggle with thoughts of self harm--I am so tired of nothing improving.  Of course, this month, I won't do anything because this month is Kevin's and Katrina's birthday, and I would never do...

I wish I knew when I will start feelling better.  The medication has run out and I'm not due to the doctor's until Thursday.  Nor do I have the copays.  Life really stinks right now...it is hard...

Learning to accept myself as I am means that I accept that I have an illness.  Depression is an illness, but it does not define me.Knowing that I have an illness means that I have the responsibility...

I really feel like giving up the struggle...it doesn't seem like anything is improving much.  I find myself withdrawing from church, discouraging people from visiting, withdrawing from Facebook,...

I think I have discovered something about myself that has made a lot of the problems I have worse...I am the one who burns bridges with people.  Instead of confronting problems, I withdraw...I am...

Coping is a skill that I need to work on, but I find that writing and venting bad stuff is helping.  Talking to a counselor is helping as well.  What I would like to do is start the conversations,...

lost 3 more pounds!        yeah..

Another pound, although this month has had a plateau...feeling great because I found out someone who had been a problem in my life has moved away (to Michigan) and I don't have to always look over my...

Lost more weight, feeling better, need new size clothes.

2lbs lost

Think I'm starting menopause!  How frickin' wonderful.

One more pound....

Another pound down.