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I've used masking, numbing, "self-evacuation", and OCD behaviors all my life...

 it's all about the consistent storythose quantum telegrams between brain cellsthe voices have to be in unison inside the headbut who has the time and energy to appear normalwhen one is raised to...

everytime i read a Daniel Clowes graphic novel, I have to sometimes stop and ask myself, "Am I reading about myself?"  And this makes me sad... 

It's been 3 months on the job so far.  The tedious and repetitive nature of this call-center job still takes getting used to but I'm getting better at it I think.  The Lexapro is helping alot. ...

I took one Tai Chi class a couple of months ago.  I still have to go again.  Ugh...I need to find the discipline. 

I started bass lessons a couple of weeks ago.  I still feel like I get dizzy with performance anxiety at times but he's a cool teacher, though, he seems like a prodigy of sorts and may be...

the panic of the pure of heart in a universe that finds little solace in honesty

I forgot to write about watching the film, Another Year, a few days ago. It made me think about my need to be a caretaker and my need to be cared for.  It reminded me that healthy relationships...

Yesterday I went walking at a neaby park.  Next to the park is a man-made lake that sits at a depression, so I walked down to get close to it.  Something about seeing water with it's softly...

I've used masking, numbing, "self-evacuation", and OCD behaviors all my life...

 it's all about the consistent storythose quantum telegrams between brain cellsthe voices have to be in unison inside the headbut who has the time and energy to appear normalwhen one is raised to...

everytime i read a Daniel Clowes graphic novel, I have to sometimes stop and ask myself, "Am I reading about myself?"  And this makes me sad... 

It's been 3 months on the job so far.  The tedious and repetitive nature of this call-center job still takes getting used to but I'm getting better at it I think.  The Lexapro is helping alot. ...

I took one Tai Chi class a couple of months ago.  I still have to go again.  Ugh...I need to find the discipline. 

I started bass lessons a couple of weeks ago.  I still feel like I get dizzy with performance anxiety at times but he's a cool teacher, though, he seems like a prodigy of sorts and may be...