KnivesAndPens
Status: The demons in her head Told her to feel alive But killed her in the process On her pain, they thrived. ~Blades To Self A friend of mine
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Journaling because I am board. Thinking I might start writing them everyday again. Got through the night without cutting thanks to a friend. My wrist hurts more than usual today and my fingers...
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I haven't written an entry in forever so I thought I would. Not dating Devon anymore, That kinda blew up in my face and now he hates me. that whole mess triggered me to cut again so I am doing that...
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I swear EVERY SINGLE TIME things start to go well, great even and I can actually say I am a happy my life goes to hell. Things were finally going well. The thing making it so good was Devon..... I...
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Yeah so sorry friends, I haven't been writing. Well on the 21st A guy from my school asked me out. I never thought it was possible for someone to like me that wasn't a creep. I told him I needed some...
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Just an update. Last night I had strong thoughts of suicide. I don't really even know why, things and better than usual. I decided that things were never going to get better and I had screwed up my...
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I threw away the blade and I am eating again. Last night while my friend was over I went upstairs to grad something. While in my room I walked in to my bathroom and grabed the blade. I looked at it...
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I have a TON going on but it has actually served as a good distraction. I'm not getting myself to stressed and just rolling with the punches.My best friend Brady has been a huge help to me especially...
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I cut again. I told my best friend immediately after and he threatened to burn again because of it. I begged him not to. That really wasn't what I needed right then. I needed my best friend to tell...
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Sorry I haven't journaled in a while. Well I am really ashamed about cutting again. It took me a while to tell even the closest of my friends. I was doing so well. I am not really sure what to think...
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I've had a really hard night. The only person I trust told a mutual friend about me finding the blade I use to cut with after I deliberately told him not to. I have always had trust issues and I...
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Ok here is a quick entry to make up for yesterday. Things suck right now, my grandpa has cancer and may not make it. I didn't cut and my friend hung out with me after I found out so I wasn't able to....
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I god all my assignments done, have little to no homework, got my hair cut and love it, got a good nights rest, and didn't think about cutting once. Today was one of the best days I have had in...
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I have a project due tomorrow and I am lacking the self confidence to get it done but I have to anyways. I am going to try to do my best even thought I have a splitting head ache and my blade is...
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I cut for the first time in 7th grade and at first it was only every once and a while when I was very upset. I only did it a few times during the school year and stopped completely over the summer....
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Journaling because I am board. Thinking I might start writing them everyday again. Got through the night without cutting thanks to a friend. My wrist hurts more than usual today and my fingers...
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