second realapse

I cut again. I told my best friend immediately after and he threatened to burn again because of it. I begged him not to. That really wasn't what I needed right then. I needed my best friend to tell me that everything was going to be ok and to tell me not to let the relapse get me down and to tell me he still loved and believed in me. I stopped texting him after I was just done battling and he texted me after a bit and said he wouldn't do it.... I didn't respond. I don't know where I stand now and I don't know what to say nor do I want to think about it.