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Our husbands (or wives) are gone and we are left in the living world feeling like a shadow. We rattle around  familiar, lonley places wrestling with anguish hoping to find some solace in daily...

I have spent some time writing in a long conversation with a close friend of my  husbands. At first it was wonderful. I was able to share stories and laughs and tears. It meant so much to be able to...

I had a dream about James last night after I posted the dream question. It was the first one I can remember. There were some nights and mornings in the first days after his death when I would wake up...

Preface: I have so many mixed emotions that I don't know where or how to settle. One or two would be a relief. The following is an attempt to sort.*Sick, Dying, Gone, Goodbye (Me vs. Them)Me, One...

Our husbands (or wives) are gone and we are left in the living world feeling like a shadow. We rattle around  familiar, lonley places wrestling with anguish hoping to find some solace in daily...

I have spent some time writing in a long conversation with a close friend of my  husbands. At first it was wonderful. I was able to share stories and laughs and tears. It meant so much to be able to...

I had a dream about James last night after I posted the dream question. It was the first one I can remember. There were some nights and mornings in the first days after his death when I would wake up...

Preface: I have so many mixed emotions that I don't know where or how to settle. One or two would be a relief. The following is an attempt to sort.*Sick, Dying, Gone, Goodbye (Me vs. Them)Me, One...

Our husbands (or wives) are gone and we are left in the living world feeling like a shadow. We rattle around  familiar, lonley places wrestling with anguish hoping to find some solace in daily...

I have spent some time writing in a long conversation with a close friend of my  husbands. At first it was wonderful. I was able to share stories and laughs and tears. It meant so much to be able to...

I had a dream about James last night after I posted the dream question. It was the first one I can remember. There were some nights and mornings in the first days after his death when I would wake up...

Preface: I have so many mixed emotions that I don't know where or how to settle. One or two would be a relief. The following is an attempt to sort.*Sick, Dying, Gone, Goodbye (Me vs. Them)Me, One...