ShoreT51

I'm starting PT again today for my legs.  My neurologist told me that since chemo ended for me on July 24th, we're going to use these next six months as a time to rebuild the strength in my legs. ...

I'm finding that as the months pass, my fiance's passing has become easier to accept.

Ok, it's been a few weeks since my fiance passed away and although I still mourn his loss I feel like I should start moving on.  Is it WRONG of me to feel this way???

Today was easily the worst day of my life.  My fiance's funeral was today. I didn't cry at all until we got to the cemetary.  The waterworks started then and wouldn't stop.  His family kept...

OH MY GOD.  My boyfriend died of a massive heart attack yesterday.  He was only FORTY!  Can somebody PLEASE tell me why life is sometimes so unfair?! 

I'm starting Cytoxan next week.  No more thinking I may have to do it.  It's now a reality.  Damn it!

I have to see my neuro-opthomologist Friday because I'm having a difficult time seeing my computer monitor and tv.  WHAT is wrong with me??

I am so angry!  I've been having trouble seeing for over a week now.  I seriously thought that it would just go away.  That method has never worked in the past but I just wanted it to.  I cannot...

Damn it!  Cytoxan is no longer a maybe.  I have to start it in the next few weeks. 

I'm sad to say that my IV treatment didn't work like it has for the past few months.  I've always felt better afterwards and was able to walk well.  Today I don't feel better at all.  I almost...

My body hurts today.  I know PT is supposed to make you feel better but today my body hurts after my PT session yesterday.  WHY?? 

I've come to a decision.  I am not going to worry about chemo until I HAVE to worry about it.  There's no sense in driving myself crazy about it until I have no choice.  Since I'm a worrier by...

i went to see my neurologist today because i've fallen twice since christmas and he wanted to see me pronto.  besides hearing that the weakness in my legs has gotten worse (which i'd guessed) i...

Hi all, I am kind of peeved because I haven't begun my Christmas shopping yet and I am usually done by Thanksgiving.  Luckily I am old-calendar Greek Orthodox which means I don't have Christmas...

I am so happy! Two of my cousins are coming up from CT for Thanksgiving week.  I haven't seen them in over two years so this is big news for me.  Since my MS has been kept secret for the 7 years...