ShoreT51

Down 7 more pounds!

WHY are my legs giving me so many problems? I've gotten used to them bothering me a little over the past years but now, I find walking from the top floor to the bottom VERY hard. Why am I falling...

I haven't had a stupid UTI in over 6 years. WHY did I have to get one?

I HOPE THIS GIVES YOU A GOOD LAUGH If you read this without laughing out loud, there is something wrong with you. This is dedicated to everyonel who ever attempted to get into a regular workout...

Jeezus Christ.  My deceased fiance's nephew fractured his spine!!!

I have a new boyfriend.  Is it ok to have a new one even though my fiance only passed away in February?  I feel really guilty about having moved on but can't help but think that he would've been...

As of Friday I am involved in a new relationship.  I can't help feeling guilty about it because my fiance passed away in February and I'm moving on.  By the same token, when he was alive he made me...

PT yesterday wasn't so much pysically taxing as it was mentally so.  Katie, my physical therapist had me doing this exercises to test my balance and I'd get so angry when I felt like I was tipping...

I'm starting PT again today for my legs.  My neurologist told me that since chemo ended for me on July 24th, we're going to use these next six months as a time to rebuild the strength in my legs. ...

I'm finding that as the months pass, my fiance's passing has become easier to accept.

Ok, it's been a few weeks since my fiance passed away and although I still mourn his loss I feel like I should start moving on.  Is it WRONG of me to feel this way???

Today was easily the worst day of my life.  My fiance's funeral was today. I didn't cry at all until we got to the cemetary.  The waterworks started then and wouldn't stop.  His family kept...

OH MY GOD.  My boyfriend died of a massive heart attack yesterday.  He was only FORTY!  Can somebody PLEASE tell me why life is sometimes so unfair?! 

I'm starting Cytoxan next week.  No more thinking I may have to do it.  It's now a reality.  Damn it!