Lonewolf363
Status: My universe is better
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- Twenty years ago when things such as depression and having issues were taboo I would hide. I'd find places to hide. I was a social misfit, couldn't say anything right, didn't want to be a joiner. But as I grew into a young woman, I found my way...
- When I was still cutting, I had no skills to cope with the depression I didn't understand. I was only ten when I started. Now I am 40 and hit a milestone in my life. I've been clean for twenty one years. I try to move on learned how to deal with the...
- Hi. I've been here before a long time ago. When I was lost. Now again I feel at a loss. I found out I have another disease to deal with as if being mentally ill hasn't been enough of a burdon. I am a type one diabetic. I have to stick myself with...
- WHen I first began to cut I was ten. I was young, and I did not understand what was happenning to me. I went to see my first doctor at ten for trying to cut myself with things. I have been in recovery now for twenty one years and counting. almost...
- I pitty them. I pitty that their minds aren't happy and healthy, and they can't cope because somepeople were born with good coping skills, and some people had to learn from someone who has them. Or whoever was around.WHat I mostly learned was that I...
- I am the youngest in medical history to have a tubal ligation and burnt, with a double hernia, at the age of seventeen, because of my genetric depression, and that I knew I would never be respobsibile for anyone other than myeslf, because I could...
- I can't think of that today, because I have too much going on myseld. I started the first ever ca meting, I'd love more imput. I know all of us are shy, but annanomos means I tell noone. Okie.
- is not possble without others input. So far I have step work that we can follow from the big book of na and aa. once we realize that cutting is an addicion of a form I believe we can change it into something else. We or I can change. BEcaue I...
- I completely stoped again, and am now stablized on pain medicine, that does not cause rehabilitation results, because I'm fighting a new disease. it's been discovered I have a rare skin affliction that has a cream cure with antibiotics, called...
- I left my church. I left those people who were cruel. I am utterly alone in the world. I have a mother a father and a sister, and relatives but I am not welcome in their lives. It's not my mentall illness either, it's there's. I personally don't...
- To always promise to never hurt myself and smile instead, leave the thought in that worry box, and never think of it again let it pass, because inside you know you will heal. Make amends to yourself, by trying to improve your health and thinking...
- I do anything but take it out on myself. I look to my higher power to understand that I am poweless, and that I am willing to tell myself I am sorry for hurting you.
- Duty. At least I showed I had backbone, to go vote while getting over pneumonia and plaurcy, and get showered, color, fight my dieqase based on life skills, and moved on. I'd say today was the most incredible day in the universe, just because I am...
- It is a box I created in the brain, that holds my worries. It happens to be small, because there is one time everday I pick to worry. I keep it in the box, its not time yet. ANd as long as it stays in that locked box, I'm safe, and so are you.
- When too much happens in a panic, I would begin to misbehave. I'm the only one around taking care of myself.I am happy today and sharing it, showing it, and it dosen't make a difference anymore. I stand out. I regain my stength and gather positivity...