Lonewolf363

True elegance, isn't found in someone wearing the prettiest dress in the room. It is siting quietly in the backround enjoying other's having a fun time.

How much I miss the smell of you, when we embraced.How I long for one of our talks about my mother.     For twenty years I had to listen to mom and grandmom, my father's mother.Who I loved and...

Business owners say that about me. Causing others to stand up for me when meds are denied by an overly concerned worker at the pharmacy who denied my pain meds.

ALl I can afford to do is learn.

Same time.

I figure once I am published I will make a life's carrear on it if the book I am writing works to help heal people so they don't end up fighting everyday to survive like I do.

How do you meditate with that?

To live on only one hundred dollars a month for one house. Is that enough to survive? I haven't been loosing so much weight so fast on purpous.

Become to the true winner inside.

Help me stay on the right path. Send me positive happy thoughts.

Nighty night folks.................

Not liking women. I was a cover, said sorry no I'm staying celebete no matter who you are right now. Not today not now. No.

If Hedi doesn't care about Heidi, who will? I do what makes me feel good. I paint my nails. I poke polka dots on them with black backround, and bright flouricent Orange spots. I poked them out to a...

For this thirdyninth year of my birth I am celebrating my real life experiences, when I go out, I am not an open book. We begin to act off our usuall routine of getting better. When I get better....

Diet. I am so happy. And I found a pretty slimming looking dress. I still dunno where I will spend christmas with friends or family. Dunno yet. I'll see if I live throuigh my 38th. Love, Heidi