I do not use my speaking voice well. When I am upset.

If Hedi doesn't care about Heidi, who will? I do what makes me feel good. I paint my nails. I poke polka dots on them with black backround, and bright flouricent Orange spots. I poked them out to a new neat looking woman shared her name, gave her mine, and met the rest. What a wonderful day it was. The first day of my life I was me. ENtirely bright eyed and bushy tailed, walking mindlessly around checking things out amazed at such open minded like minded never do a thing of harm but herself. Who doesn't have to fight so hard anymore. Can relax, and release the magickal girl wthin, someday you will understand You won't let it win. You will overcome.
 
 
Sometimes the only way to get over the past is to just move on adn be happy for my freedome I love this place. Thank you ds, you rock my worlds.@!!!!