beautifullie13

i dont want to take it anymore, its become to much, im overloading. my mind cant take much more i just want to take the blade and end it... wouldnt that be so eassy just pick it up and take it across...

i love you so much, you say you love me then why do u treat me like you hate me? you beat me with your words, you make me cry all the time, and you kill me with your lies, then why do i love you. why...

Everything i do reminds me of you, i want to forget we ever happened.. the memories hurt so bad, i just dont want to think about you, but thats all i can do is think about you. i wish i never met you

i hate youyour a jerk,you manipulate me,you beat me with your words,you kill me with your lies,you treat me like shit,go away.

its hard to just look at your face, i dont want to be reminded of the shit you did to me. i dont want to see your face, i dont want to hear your voice, i dont want to feel you breath. i hate you, i...

I dont want to sleep.. If i sleep i will dream false dreams of happeness and hope or be reminded of my nightmares and fears.

i want to pick up the blade.. i want to bleed out.. i want to see my blood drip from my hand.. i want to feel the warm blood... i want to taste the crimson red.... i want to watch my life fade.. i...

lies pour from ur mouth its like u dont know how to stop.. u never go through with anything... u have lied to me since day one... ur lies like a razor but some how i still hope u will change even...

i went so long without u.. i dont need u.. but thats just it i dont need u... but i want u... i couldnt take it... i went so long... till i broke.. i thought i could last.... maybe i could have...

my ex friend came back she text me yesterday... she wanted to be friends again... i told her yes as long as she changed.... we r talking again.... time will till if she has really  changed

sis is in jail might be coming home for the holidays i kinda want her to but at the same time idk what to think she always made promises she never kept she can be very mean idk what to think and she...

ever since i can remember i have hated my body i always said im fat im ugly even though ppl say im not.  i would wake up saying what i didnt like about my body and crying cuz i thought i was so...

the day we met i started falling for u. the day we started dating i fell in love. the day we broke up is the day my heart broke apart. u came back later telling me u want back together i said yes...

somethings dont go away. somethings lie to you. somethings make you cry. sometimes ppl dont c u the way u want. sometimes u feel traped. somedays u wish it was over.

your cold, your distant. you wonder why i dont come around, you wonder why i am the way i am. you hurt me, you test me. i cant take much more some days i wish you would just leave