beautifullie13

its hard to just look at your face, i dont want to be reminded of the shit you did to me. i dont want to see your face, i dont want to hear your voice, i dont want to feel you breath. i hate you, i...

I dont want to sleep.. If i sleep i will dream false dreams of happeness and hope or be reminded of my nightmares and fears.

i want to pick up the blade.. i want to bleed out.. i want to see my blood drip from my hand.. i want to feel the warm blood... i want to taste the crimson red.... i want to watch my life fade.. i...

lies pour from ur mouth its like u dont know how to stop.. u never go through with anything... u have lied to me since day one... ur lies like a razor but some how i still hope u will change even...

i went so long without u.. i dont need u.. but thats just it i dont need u... but i want u... i couldnt take it... i went so long... till i broke.. i thought i could last.... maybe i could have...

my ex friend came back she text me yesterday... she wanted to be friends again... i told her yes as long as she changed.... we r talking again.... time will till if she has really  changed

sis is in jail might be coming home for the holidays i kinda want her to but at the same time idk what to think she always made promises she never kept she can be very mean idk what to think and she...

ever since i can remember i have hated my body i always said im fat im ugly even though ppl say im not.  i would wake up saying what i didnt like about my body and crying cuz i thought i was so...

the day we met i started falling for u. the day we started dating i fell in love. the day we broke up is the day my heart broke apart. u came back later telling me u want back together i said yes...

somethings dont go away. somethings lie to you. somethings make you cry. sometimes ppl dont c u the way u want. sometimes u feel traped. somedays u wish it was over.

your cold, your distant. you wonder why i dont come around, you wonder why i am the way i am. you hurt me, you test me. i cant take much more some days i wish you would just leave

i think im getting better

The blade touches her skin she falls to the ground. Her blood stains the floor. Her mother opens the door and looks down on the daughter she once had

we try to talk but you turn it into a battle. i have to fight for what i think but there is no way to win with u.  i cant be me u dont want me to be myself. cuz im christian i cant be bi. ur words...

Are we afraid of the dark or what it holds. Are we afriad of the dark or the silence  that leaves us with our thoughts. Our thoughts take over and consume us. We here screaming but are to afraid of...