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Hello, It has been so long since I've been on this site. I'm hoping I have the energy to keep using it.  I've been diagnosed with bipolar disorder recently and to be honest I've been suicidal. I...

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!I hope everyone is having a GREAT day!I had a great weekend with my hubby and some friends.  Friday we went to Pat Catan's and my hubby bought me some more beads for my jewelry...

Hello everyone,So my question for today is......... How do you stay positive when you dont have the energy to even get out of bed in the mornings? I have been so down in the dumps lately that I could...

I'm currently working with my Dr on some med's that will help with my overall "happiness".  I'm beginning to wonder if I will ever be happy. At least it's a start.

I'm excited to write that I'm happy today... Now just to stay that way. One little thing can make my day go to shit but for now I'm happy!! WHOOPPEEEEE!!!!!!

well I'm a college student AGAIN!  I'm going to school for medical assistant.  I thought about also taking a class in photography as I'm starting that too. I just need to find ways to fill my time....

I've had some strange days lately..... I've been manic and I like it when I feel like that at least I'm not depressed like I am today.  I can never seem to get ahead. I try so very hard to do what's...

Today was a test of friendship....I have a wonderful best friend in Cleveland, Ohio and she's going through a rough patch right now. we have always been able to push aside what we are going through...

I'm feeling a lot better today, I've been down quite a bit lately and have slept most of the last 2 days.  Honestly the one post I put up got nothing but negative feedback (except for a few people)...

So it seems the medication is working... my moods have seemed to leveled off some. My husband can see a difference he said. I on the other hand not so much. I guess there is some difference but not a...

I'm lost at times. I have things I want to say but not the words, how can I reconnect with you when you see nothing wrong and I cant express how I feel?sometimes I just want to scream "I'm still here...

It's so frustrating.... I really wish I could talk more to my husband about all the issues I'm going through.  We do talk but he doesn't see that we are growing apart. we are always on the computer...

ugh! today  is horrible. I'm hurting so much and I'm sure it's partly due to the weather. it's all rainy and cloudy here todayI'm hoping that I can go home soon from work, I'm going to try to stay...

So today has been a normal day woo hoo!!!  yes I'm still in pain but my moods have been stable and i can honestly say that i can now see how a normal day can be.  I still have a lot of work to do...

So it's day 1 of the new dose. I'm feeling okay.it's raining so that is playing havoc with my fibro but as far as mood I'm doing okay. I didn't think that just changing/adding medication could make...