9/28/11

I'm lost at times. I have things I want to say but not the words, how can I reconnect with you when you see nothing wrong and I cant express how I feel?
sometimes I just want to scream "I'm still here even when I'm not". Would you even care? would you even want to reconnect with me? I just wish I had someone to talk to, someone I can confide in without the worry of being judged.  I dont know where to start to find someone like that. I thought I had that in you but your blind to the fact something is wrong with our relationship, you place the blame on "my feelings" that its just me and I'm "worrying too much again"!!
Damn it notice me!!!