10/19/11

I've had some strange days lately..... I've been manic and I like it when I feel like that at least I'm not depressed like I am today.  I can never seem to get ahead. I try so very hard to do what's right and do my best and I guess it's not good enough.  I do not know how to please everyone even though I try.
Some thing so small can change my mood and I haven't figured out how to change/handle that. I hope I can figure it out soon because I'm afraid I'm going to lose something very important if I cant get this under control.
suggestions?