Guy321

I'm through that pain it's not hurting that much nw I think I ll make it 

Still I'm nt sure what I am thinking I'm having illusion s that my phone might ring and she I'll be talking to me on the other side

I'm loosing my focus to work fighting hard to make through working hours 

I'm nt exactly sure how I feel I'm confused 

I'm not feeling anything right now I'm numb just relaxing on my bed yet I still think of her gudnit kises some of the happiest memories I have in my mind! Nxt day will be better 

i am at work I feel like all my energy is Derained from my body I hope all the time that she might call me any second this illusion is not going away maybe with time it will my head is heavy and I...

It's 5th day since I nearly had a heart attack try to make up to my routine work it's is hard to be frank I want to end my pain but I cannot like any person I have responsibilities need to be strong...

The last night was the toughest I don't knw how I survived emptied a whole pack of cigarettes it ws horrible I feel lucky to be alive 

Every single time when I ws talking to my ex I always used to think what is love exactly I though I means respect , commitment and compassion but what it is really means!! ?? Because what I thought...