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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Darkhole

  Posted: 05/20/2017

  Darkhole commented on the discussion Sad and scared.

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  Scared

  Posted by: Darkhole

  Posted: 05/20/2017

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  The treatments for cancer are scaring me so much.  I don' t want my sister to have to do them.  But I know she does - I want her to live.  But then I see articles where they say they aren't that beneficial and do more harm than good!  What to do - I want my sister to live!  Of course it's her choice so I really can't do anything at all - except be there for her.  Will her lifetime be dramaticlly shorter even if she survives because of this?  I always thought she would live the longest...

• Family & Friends of Cancer Patients
  

  Sad and scared

  Posted by: Darkhole

  Last Reply: JackieV 02/05/2018

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  It has been three weeks since my sister has been diagnosed with breast cancer.  I was just reading up on the side effects of the treatments she might recieve.  They are so scary!!  I feel like crying  why is this happening?  Why does she have to go through this?  Will I have to go through this in the future?

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  Reality

  Posted by: Darkhole

  Posted: 05/11/2017

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  Well, it's for real.  Tests came back today.  Lots and lots of crying.  So angry.  This is a person who has always lived her life in a way to avoid cancer.  I don't know what to do or say or feel.  Right now I feel kind of numb which is really a relief.  I just want to ripe the cancer out of her.  This doesn't make any sense.

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  Struggleing

  Posted by: Darkhole

  Posted: 05/10/2017

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  I don't know if I can take this.  I don't know how to be strong for my sister when I can't even get through a day without crying or throwing up.  I can't eat or sleep.  I don't know how to handle this.  My sister is so healthy and suddenly out of no where she has breast cancer?  It doesn't make any sense.  She is so young.  I try to be positive in my thoughts but my heart doesn't feel it.  i just feel so so so scared and faint.  Like I am in a nightmare.  I can't even think straight...

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  Journal Like

  Posted by: Darkhole

  Posted: 05/10/2017

  Darkhole liked TeamDS's journal Affirmation for May 9, 2017.

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  Depressed

  Posted by: Darkhole

  Last Reply: JackieV 01/17/2018

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  Recently, my sister was diagnosed with agressive breast cancer and I don't know how to deal with this.  I want to be there and be supportive to her but I am falling apart myself.  I can't eat or sleep and I feel sick and faint most of the time.  It feels like I am in a nightmare.  I am so, so scared for her and I don't want this to be happening to my family.  I feel like my stomach has been ripped out.  How do other prople deal with this?  I am cheery around her, but then at home I am...

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: Darkhole

  Posted: 05/09/2017

  Darkhole joined the group Family & Friends of Cancer Patients.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: Darkhole

  Posted: 05/09/2017

  Darkhole became friends with TeamDS.