justaconfusedguy
Status: Close to relapsing
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- I knew I could only hold it off for so long. It's Been over a year since I last cut and for the past few weeks the urges have been coming back stronger than ever. I want to stay strong I just don't really feel it's worth it anymore.... Any advice...
- im back again after 8 months.... yea sure i had some low points but now im back to the normal depressed every night bullshit i had going on last year..... and just like last year i have no clue how to deal with it other than cut which iv been trying...
- most of the time during the summer im pretty happy and i stop being depressed/cutting exept for one day out of mabey a month. over the past few days iv just been depressed alot mostly at night, i just feel that im just going to fucking snap one day....
- I just wanted to say thank you to everyone that has helped me get through all of this bullshit. i havent cut in 4 or 5 months and my depression has been better so i decided its time to leave the site until i need it again. I'll still be on chat...
- I'v been deccent for a while. happy, not cutting ect. but tonight i just feel so depressed... more so than normal... i just feel empty like theres no point to anything.... i just want to curl up and fade away.... thats all i really want.... just...
- It seems like i stop cutting around may and relapse around thanksgiving... im just wondering if anyone else has this cycle?
- i honestly feel like a freak whenever stuff about self injury or suicide comes up in class everyone just makes fun of it like it only affects a few mentaly insane people or people that say they are gonna kill themselves or that cut are just looking...
- im a fucking self destructive mess. i dont even know wtf is going on with me everytime a car passes by i wish that it slammed into me. i honestly cant get suicide/cutting off of my mind. im just so fucked up......... when i dont cut i just get angry...
- im trying so hard not to cut... im sitting here scratching myself with a plastic toothpick on my forearm trying not to grab my razor but its so fucking hard.... any advice would help i cant stop thinking about it though
- Its easter and its supposed to be a happy time with candy and everything but im more depressed than i have been in a while. im just really depressed and i am trying to stay postive but its not working.... im not sure what to do about anything.
- hey i dont wanna go into detials but i need to cover up a scar/healing cut by tomorrow and not like a baindaid like COMPLETLY cover
- i seriously need to talk so if you woudnt mind.. adding me that would be great.... im having a hard time now
- I pretty much have a gf...... my life is picking up... my moods were doing better, urgers to cut were fadeing and then all the sudden my urges have never been stronger and i can hardly bear not cutting tonight..... im so mentally fucked up what the...
- I wanna stop yet im scared toi dont wanna cut yet i do anywayi dont wanna be depressed yet i ami dont wanna not smile yet i cant smilei dont wanna force everyone away yet i doi dont wanna be a dissapointment yet i ami dont wanna hate myself yet i...
- after almost a month cut free i slipped up and cut. this was in my top 10 for worst cuts. idk whats wrong with me im a fuck up...... iv gone through paper towles galore and 2 socks all covered with blood... FUCK