Mamza

So for the 1st time in 22 years, I will not have you  wish me a happy birthday: (  I will not wake up to a scrumptious breakfast. Being split rotten.I am so lonely and so devastated by your death....

So today is supposed to be a very special day. Last year on his birthday I was sitting next to him whilst he was given chemo. But at least I still had him. Today is different story all together. How...

My dearest love. 6 months have gone by since you were called home. I went to Church for the 1st time past Sunday. My faith has been really shaken by your departure. Tomorrow will be 6  months to the...

My love. I last saw yr beautiful smile and held u in my arms 3 months ago. It seems time has flown by. I'm still a mess. I wander about feeling so lost without u. I miss u so very much. My heart...

My love.I can't sleep a wink thinking about you and wishing you would walk in any minute now. I am heartbroken. Why did you have to go so soon. I feel empty. Life has been very unkind to me. The...

Today being valentine's day was extra hard. The very first one without the love of my life. It was so said seeing everyone all lovey dovey around me. I feel so bad for being envious of those walking...

I lost the love of my life on 11 December 2016. He was diagnosed with non Hodgkin's lymphoma in June 2016. By all accounts he was beating this horrible decease. Gone through chemo and all seemed...