jwalkr
Status: "Sometimes in life you just have to say, 'What the f**k!;" - Tom Cruise - Risky Business
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In the middle of a nasty cold. I hate being sick. Doesn't happen very often and it pisses me off, always has. Spent the whole day sleeping and watching the most idiotic TV that you could...
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Well, Rangergirl and I decided to go out on the town tonite. Stupid idea since it's only 4 degrees but when you're crawling the walls, anything is reasonable. We met tthis guy and here's what his...
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Hard to explain where I'm at right now. Holidays were unexpectedly wonderful but now back to normal but it seems okay. Snow, snow and more snow. I don't know why I live where I do. I swear my...
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Feeling so much better. When I look back over the past 4 1/2 months I can't believe how far I've come. I now KNOW that I will not only be OK, I will be great. I may not have liked the way he...
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I made it through - Hallelujah!!! Christmas was a breeze. After Thanksgiving I was absolutely terrified. Going tonite with a friend from DS to a bar (local, local regulars bar) that friends of...
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Well, I made it, now one more nasty to go (New Year's Eve) and I'll be done. Went to my sister's yesterday for the family gathering. It was hectic and crazy as usual but it made me realize how...
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Ok, went to psychic yesterday -- very interesting. She said that I was surrounded by positive energy and my aura was amazing. She said that the sooner I could get out of my house, the better. ...
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Still hanging in there but it was a rough weekend. Couldn't bring myself to do much of anything or see anybody. I have to stop having these times, but I just can't seem to control them. STBX...
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It's the anniversary of John Lennon's assassination. Always a sad day for me. Death of a dream. I'm doing okay this week. We're supposed to get a really bad storm starting tomorrow and I find...
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Weekend almost over, thank God! I don't know why they are so hard. I was feeling pretty good there for a while but for the past few days I've definitely taken several steps backward. I'm...
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I didn't go to the party, just couldn't bring myself to do that yet. My friend will understand but I am sorry to not have been there for her. Had dinner at my sister's and told my 91 year old...
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Went to the counselor Thursday and, as expected, he just went to get me thru this, not to fix the marriage. He was pretty forceful and some anger came out which I haven't seen as of yet. Told the...
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Went to marriage counselor yesterday -- husband went but will not go again. I am going to continue individual counseling. I am much better this week for some reason. Not crying at the drop of a...
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Asked H before I left if he really wanted me to go and he said absolutely. We've agreed on everything so we're getting a separation agreement together and we can divorce in a one year. Attorney...
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Seeing the attorney this afternoon. Very scared. Still can't believe this is happening to me. 6 weeks ago I was happily married and my dreams were set. What a nightmare.
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