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Argh!! Cant sleep ,severe body pain headache ,woke in a panic.Sun is what did it sores on face too big ones . I took 2 ativan .Pain put me in the panic ,youd think I'd be used to it by now .Sick of...

I feel like Im treading water trying to keep my head up and part of me says just let go . I am tired of being in pain while trying to be "normal" for the family .I m tired of my siblings ,,I stopped...

I have so much to be happy about .so Im going to push out of my depression and get meds lol. Went to US yesterday to shop ,pushed myself .Got the grandson's Hogwarts castle ,saved 100 bucks .I love...

How come I only write in my journal when I am sad ,guess it just gets it off my chest .I must have been a horrible person in my last life because this one has been full of heart ache . I guess it...

Just feelin sorry for myself again ,not sleeping well and our summer is ending . I soooo miss my grandsons who are living overseas. Poor little one starting school in rigid old UK . Before this move...

Started feeling sorry for myself today but Ive pulled up my socks and Im not gonna get depressed . Life has so much to give and I enjoy every minute of it .Even laying on the couch reading a book...

Sewing diapers for my new Grandbaby ,hoping for a little girl this time .They are finding out so we will know soon . Love my 3 boys but need a girl for purely selfish reasons ,the clothes are soooo...

Ive been up and, down , I had an infection in a gland which needed Iv antibiotics. My Reynauds is acting up cause its getting cold . The gland and area that was infected itches like heck guess it...

Argh!! Cant sleep ,severe body pain headache ,woke in a panic.Sun is what did it sores on face too big ones . I took 2 ativan .Pain put me in the panic ,youd think I'd be used to it by now .Sick of...

I feel like Im treading water trying to keep my head up and part of me says just let go . I am tired of being in pain while trying to be "normal" for the family .I m tired of my siblings ,,I stopped...

I have so much to be happy about .so Im going to push out of my depression and get meds lol. Went to US yesterday to shop ,pushed myself .Got the grandson's Hogwarts castle ,saved 100 bucks .I love...

How come I only write in my journal when I am sad ,guess it just gets it off my chest .I must have been a horrible person in my last life because this one has been full of heart ache . I guess it...

Just feelin sorry for myself again ,not sleeping well and our summer is ending . I soooo miss my grandsons who are living overseas. Poor little one starting school in rigid old UK . Before this move...

Started feeling sorry for myself today but Ive pulled up my socks and Im not gonna get depressed . Life has so much to give and I enjoy every minute of it .Even laying on the couch reading a book...

Sewing diapers for my new Grandbaby ,hoping for a little girl this time .They are finding out so we will know soon . Love my 3 boys but need a girl for purely selfish reasons ,the clothes are soooo...