Feeling Blue
Just feelin sorry for myself again ,not sleeping well and our summer is ending . I soooo miss my grandsons who are living overseas. Poor little one starting school in rigid old UK . Before this move they were beaCh bums in the Caribbean. My worst nightmare having my kids move far away .
New grandaughter is due in about 8 weeks . Kinda happy but dont know how involved Ill get to be . Son loves me but he is married to a bit of a snootty family (dont know why they are they are middle class just like us ) A snootty Mom and 2 snooty sisters. All in all I really feel that we (his family) are just not good enough. Embarrassing or something .I dont expect me daughter and I will be invited to showers ,havent heard a word ,I really cant put one on not the way Ive been feeling .
I really am starting to dislike adult children .I lost my Mom when I was 30 the age my oldest son is now ,My hubby lost his Mom at 34 and our Dads went very soon after. I would have loved more time with them . We certainly would never have treated them like kids seem to do today ,
Oh well life goes on and Ill perk up again
New grandaughter is due in about 8 weeks . Kinda happy but dont know how involved Ill get to be . Son loves me but he is married to a bit of a snootty family (dont know why they are they are middle class just like us ) A snootty Mom and 2 snooty sisters. All in all I really feel that we (his family) are just not good enough. Embarrassing or something .I dont expect me daughter and I will be invited to showers ,havent heard a word ,I really cant put one on not the way Ive been feeling .
I really am starting to dislike adult children .I lost my Mom when I was 30 the age my oldest son is now ,My hubby lost his Mom at 34 and our Dads went very soon after. I would have loved more time with them . We certainly would never have treated them like kids seem to do today ,
Oh well life goes on and Ill perk up again
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