livinginspiteofRA

Well, it's been a long time since I was on the board partly because I didn't want to focus my life on my illness and partly because in October, I think, i had great improvement.  I am doind well or...

I say the rheumatologist today.  I was getting my infusion, which I was soo fatigued that I was falling asleep, and he came in with his laptop(that's what they use for a chart-I think it's...

So many symptoms and I can hardly keep moving.  In my mind if I stop, I've given in, but I'm not sure with the fatigue and ALL of the symptoms if I can keep pressing on.  I probably could benefit...

Truth time.  I am feeling REALLY bad and am tired of putting on "the face", not sure how much longer I can.  I am exhausted. I HURT in many new places:shoulders elbows, both feet, not just the...

In my mind I know I will make it but I don't feel like I'm going to make.  Writing helps get those emotions out.  I had to resurrect the cane today, as if I really wanted to.  Of course, EVERYONE...

My attitude is better today, but my pain and discomfort are not.  I hate having to take pain meds on a regular basis just so the pain is not full blown.  Ultram only lasts a couple of hours and...

Well, it's been a long time since I was on the board partly because I didn't want to focus my life on my illness and partly because in October, I think, i had great improvement.  I am doind well or...

I say the rheumatologist today.  I was getting my infusion, which I was soo fatigued that I was falling asleep, and he came in with his laptop(that's what they use for a chart-I think it's...

So many symptoms and I can hardly keep moving.  In my mind if I stop, I've given in, but I'm not sure with the fatigue and ALL of the symptoms if I can keep pressing on.  I probably could benefit...

Truth time.  I am feeling REALLY bad and am tired of putting on "the face", not sure how much longer I can.  I am exhausted. I HURT in many new places:shoulders elbows, both feet, not just the...

In my mind I know I will make it but I don't feel like I'm going to make.  Writing helps get those emotions out.  I had to resurrect the cane today, as if I really wanted to.  Of course, EVERYONE...

My attitude is better today, but my pain and discomfort are not.  I hate having to take pain meds on a regular basis just so the pain is not full blown.  Ultram only lasts a couple of hours and...

Well, it's been a long time since I was on the board partly because I didn't want to focus my life on my illness and partly because in October, I think, i had great improvement.  I am doind well or...

I say the rheumatologist today.  I was getting my infusion, which I was soo fatigued that I was falling asleep, and he came in with his laptop(that's what they use for a chart-I think it's...

So many symptoms and I can hardly keep moving.  In my mind if I stop, I've given in, but I'm not sure with the fatigue and ALL of the symptoms if I can keep pressing on.  I probably could benefit...