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WELL I HAD PUT IN MY LAST JOURNAL ,THAT IT WAS A 4 BED ROOM CONDO , I MENT A 4 ROOM CONDO, THAT,S WHY WERE SO CRAMPED IN HERE. IT IS HARD ,OUR WORLD HAS TURNED UP SIDE DOWN , BUT I AM TRYING TO MANAGE. MY HUSBAND IS HAVING MORE TROUBLE BECAUSE HE WORKS ALL DAY AND LIKE 'S TO COME HOME AND RELAX AND HE CAN NOT DO THAT, PLUS THE MONEY NOW IS TIGHT. WE OUR WAITING ON THEM TO CALL FOR A APARTMENT FOR HER ,BUT NO TELLING HOW LONG THIS WILL BE. NOW THE OTHER GRAND SON IS OUT OF SCHOOL AND WE WILL HAVE HIM SOME ,HE STAYED LAST NIGHT AND WE USED A BLOW UP MATTRESS FOR HIM. MY ANXIETY IS UP AND MY MENIERE'S TO BECAUSE I HAD A TIME TO DO MY EXERCISES AND TAKE MY MEDS ON TIME BUT TO MUCH GOING ON AND I AM FOR GETTING. I MISS MY DAUGHTER SO MUCH AND SOME TIMES GET SO DEPRESSED. MY LIFE HOLD NO JOY AND I TRY AND I PRAY AND SOME TIMES FEEL SO LOST. I AM APRECIATING EVERY THING I DO HAVE, I NEVER TAKE ANY THING FOR GRANTED ,BUT BEING HUMAN THINGS DO GET TO ME. I WANT TO GO BACK ABOUT 10 YEARS AND I KNOW I CAN,T AND I MUST LIVE IN THE PRESENT. ONE DAY AT A TIME,LOVE TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT KEEP ME GOING.
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(((((HUGS))))) I know how stressful this is...I will be praying for better days to come.
AnnM
(((((HUGS))))) I know how stressful this is...I will be praying for better days to come.
AnnM
(((((HUGS))))) I know how stressful this is...I will be praying for better days to come.
AnnM
(((((HUGS))))) I know how stressful this is...I will be praying for better days to come.
AnnM
(((((HUGS))))) I know how stressful this is...I will be praying for better days to come.
AnnM
(((((HUGS))))) I know how stressful this is...I will be praying for better days to come.
AnnM
(((((HUGS))))) I know how stressful this is...I will be praying for better days to come.
AnnM
(((((HUGS))))) I know how stressful this is...I will be praying for better days to come.
AnnM
(((((HUGS))))) I know how stressful this is...I will be praying for better days to come.
AnnM
(((((HUGS))))) I know how stressful this is...I will be praying for better days to come.
AnnM
Ten years ago my son was16, and I was a band mom. I had my season tickets on the 50 yard line. To be mom of a high school student again My son hung out with Academic Challenge kids, and the band kids,. Oh to be at the football games with all the crowd, including all the other band parents. To be part of an instant social group. such an exciting, social time of my life. My son didn\'t even have to risk a concussion to be involved. LOL Glad he never played football. rofl
((( HUGS)))) Hang in there. Things aren\'t good right now, but if you can even get 15 min alone in a room (bathroom) and just rest your head and take some deep breaths, maybe that will help. It helps me to concentrate on my breathing.