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WELL I HAD PUT IN MY LAST JOURNAL ,THAT IT WAS A 4 BED ROOM CONDO , I MENT A 4 ROOM CONDO, THAT,S WHY WERE SO CRAMPED IN HERE. IT IS HARD ,OUR WORLD HAS TURNED UP SIDE DOWN , BUT I AM TRYING TO MANAGE. MY HUSBAND IS HAVING MORE TROUBLE BECAUSE HE WORKS ALL DAY AND LIKE 'S TO COME HOME AND RELAX AND HE CAN NOT DO THAT, PLUS THE MONEY NOW IS TIGHT. WE OUR WAITING ON THEM TO CALL FOR A APARTMENT FOR HER ,BUT NO TELLING HOW LONG THIS WILL BE. NOW THE OTHER GRAND SON IS OUT OF SCHOOL AND WE WILL HAVE HIM SOME ,HE STAYED LAST NIGHT AND WE USED A BLOW UP MATTRESS FOR HIM. MY ANXIETY IS UP AND MY MENIERE'S TO BECAUSE I HAD A TIME TO DO MY EXERCISES AND TAKE MY MEDS ON TIME BUT TO MUCH GOING ON AND I AM FOR GETTING. I MISS MY DAUGHTER SO MUCH AND SOME TIMES GET SO DEPRESSED. MY LIFE HOLD NO JOY AND I TRY AND I PRAY AND SOME TIMES FEEL SO LOST. I AM APRECIATING EVERY THING I DO HAVE, I NEVER TAKE ANY THING FOR GRANTED ,BUT BEING HUMAN THINGS DO GET TO ME. I WANT TO GO BACK ABOUT 10 YEARS AND I KNOW I CAN,T AND I MUST LIVE IN THE PRESENT. ONE DAY AT A TIME,LOVE TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT KEEP ME GOING.

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MaryKdau
MaryKdau

praying for you Shirly.
RememberKala
RememberKala

Yes, being human is tough.... You\'re doing the best you can and that\'s all you can do. I wish I could make it better... Hang in there sweetie, you CAN make it!
NoraMc
NoraMc

Look for the light at the end of the tunnel....\'I do hope it comes soon,,((((((hugs))))))))
JennsMom66
JennsMom66

OMG.. big, huge difference between a 4 bedroom and a 4 room condo!!! No wonder you are stressing.. I would be ina 4 room condo living with another person , much less a lot of other people !
Hopefully your weather is allowing everyone to get out and about so you are not on top of each other 24/7.
Hugs, MaryLou (PS there is always the bathtub althouhg I am sure you have time restrictions tying up the BR too !)
ter1
ter1

OH how I would love to go back ten years also. Hope you granddaughter gets an apartment of her own soon, it is so very hard on you and your husband.

Love to you and blessing to your sweet daughter Denise. Terry
PLA58
PLA58

I would like to visit 10 yrs ago just to remember IF I would like to relive it. I hope the apt for your granddaughter comes up quickly so you can have your peace.
Hugs Penny
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deleted_user

Hi Shirley
Wish things were going better for you. Try to relax if possible. I\'m watching Forrest Gump on TV.
Brad
ForMomsOnly
ForMomsOnly

(((((HUGS))))) I know how stressful this is...I will be praying for better days to come.
AnnM
ForMomsOnly
ForMomsOnly

(((((HUGS))))) I know how stressful this is...I will be praying for better days to come.
AnnM
ForMomsOnly
ForMomsOnly

(((((HUGS))))) I know how stressful this is...I will be praying for better days to come.
AnnM
ForMomsOnly
ForMomsOnly

(((((HUGS))))) I know how stressful this is...I will be praying for better days to come.
AnnM
ForMomsOnly
ForMomsOnly

(((((HUGS))))) I know how stressful this is...I will be praying for better days to come.
AnnM
ForMomsOnly
ForMomsOnly

(((((HUGS))))) I know how stressful this is...I will be praying for better days to come.
AnnM
ForMomsOnly
ForMomsOnly

(((((HUGS))))) I know how stressful this is...I will be praying for better days to come.
AnnM
ForMomsOnly
ForMomsOnly

(((((HUGS))))) I know how stressful this is...I will be praying for better days to come.
AnnM