venting

I want t hurt myself. I am tried of feeling hopeless, scared. I do not know what to do! 
My counselor told my disability counselor I was smoking pot, now I have a meeting with them because they a place where they help dumb asses get a job. 
i do know what to do! I can not find a job alone. What am I going to do!
I can control my temper, my anxiety is getting the best of me and my depression just got elevated by all this.
I WANT TO HURT MYSELF SO BAD! MAYBE I SHOULD JUST END IT. WHAT IS THE POINT!

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BahamaSun
BahamaSun

Please do not hurt yourself. You are worth more than that.
deleted_user
deleted_user

Hon, please do not hurt yourself. Take a step back and breath, call the crisis line if you need to talk to someone. If you live in the U.S. the # is
1-800 SUICIDE. There are people who can talk you through some of what your are feeling. Call a counselor and let her know how bad things are at the moment. And give yourself a promise just for today. That you will see things through until morning. Often the landscape of things can change just by adding a little light to your day. If possible go outside for a walk. Get a little fresh air. I hope and pray that you are doing ok. Please consider that you are a valuable soul. You already have value to me. My hope and Prayers are with you hon. Let me know how you are doing.