'Tis the Season
Struggling and needing strength.
I don't ask for that much but I really, really need it right now.
It's been a rough few months and I just can't shake this funk. I can't push the dark thoughts away.
Thanks in advance ....
I don't ask for that much but I really, really need it right now.
It's been a rough few months and I just can't shake this funk. I can't push the dark thoughts away.
Thanks in advance ....
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Everything becomes SO intensely magnified during this season and I am so sorry that you have been in such pain for the last few months. So understandable, yet so very hard to navigate at times, I know.
Please allow yourself SO much grace and wiggle room and may a little crack of light be found in the darkness. Just enough to illuminate your very next step, not any more or any less.
What a blessing that we can come here to cry out and ask for what we need. YOU have my thoughts and prayers and please check back in soon to let us know how you are feeling and doing. K?!
Randy Lee\'s mom... YOU matter and so does everything that you are feeling and experiencing. Move through it as you are and know that it will pass just as it has in the past. Just keep walking...
Gentle, gentle care and warm hugs of SO much understanding,
XO Joanie
holding your hand during this season,,,, I am so stressed myself, but it will be over soon..... love and hugs..
Yes it will be over soon. Our hearts can only bear so much. I just want to be in a bubble for a while. Sending you some peace, Kathy
Oh...the darkness. Wish we never would have to experience it ever. The sad truth is we do sometimes, whether for a day or months. It\'s cruel & unfair!
In those darkest moments when we can\'t even seem to catch our breath, we may feel a gentle touch on our hand. We cannot see who it is but we feel a connection & we just know it\'s one of our sisters of the heart. Im reaching over to touch your hand & will hold it as long as you need me to. I\'m sure there are other moms reaching for you too. Even in that dark place we may feel a bit of comfort from each other, giving the amount of strength we need at the moment.
Heartfelt hugs of understanding.....Vicki
I too am reaching out to hold you tight. I know what it is like, as do these other beautiful moms. I remember what it is like to be in that deep depression. You give so much to so many at work and to other sons you have \"adopted.\" Hang in there, it is not long now before the days start getting longer and spring will eventually return. If you can just feel Randy Lee, I know he is holding you tight too!!!
Right here with you - heart to heart. I keep reminding myself - THIS TOO SHALL PASS! Sending hugs your way at this very moment!!! ((((hugs)))) Vicki
I\'m so sorry. This time of year really amplifies our feelings and grief. You have been through so much, losing your precious Randy Lee - your only son. There\'s just no making sense of it all and some days it\'s all we can do to keep moving. But move we do, one day at a time. You are strong and special and needed - sending you strength and much peace right now ~ Joanna x