Great!

My one of my anti psychotics was increased yesterday due to me not doing well.  Great I get to be messed up in the head for Thanksgiving!  I was in tears yesterday and my Psych, as well the Psych I see when he's not available, dont have any openings till January.  I pray things don't get worse and ruin things for my family. 

And now to make things better, it's 4am and my dad, whose here in town visiting from out of state, is keeping me awake and most likely the whole house up coughing.  I can hear him coughing up a lung in my bathroom and spitting in my sink where I wash my face.  I have to go to the bathroom but holding it.  I'll clean it throughly with bleach later when I do finally go.  I don't believe he wore a mask on the plane. If he gets me sick with covid, or anything really, right before the holidays on top of having my damn mental health in a bad place, I'll really lose it!