38 Weeks
It was 38 weeks ago today...that my life as I knew it changed forever. I miss her so much...my daughter, my best friend. We aren't meant to endure this much pain. I am tired, so tired...why, oh why, oh why. I want her back, I want to go back, I want to fix it, whatever it is that caused all this. I would do anything, anything.
It's all too much...too damn much. Oh dear God how did it all get so screwed up, ruined, killed. Cassi, me, life.
It's all too much...too damn much. Oh dear God how did it all get so screwed up, ruined, killed. Cassi, me, life.
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Yes we want them back forever and ever.
Boy I would give anything also to see my Son. To have him back seeing him playing daddy to a son he never met. My grandson is 5 and is in Kindergarten. All the things he has missed. He would be here and so would his son. He and Tara would be married and I would have all my children and grand children around me.
Now back to reality he is gone, little Mikie and Kaytlyn are in Clearwater area I have not seen them since last Christmas. My daughter raised such a stick when Tara comes over I cannot stand it. My son Mike would make everything ok.
Now all we have is grief
Sending tight hugs
Penny